You were here then you were gone (1st sonnet but didn't work out)

It rained when you’re here and rained when you’re gone

When I see you my heart would skip a beat

I remember when you told me you loved me

I miss your smile, your laugh and tight hold

In March you had that sparkle in your eyes

You’re not the same as I remember you

Your brown eyes no longer have that sparkle

My love wasn’t something you can play with

The mask I wear to hide my true feelings

Like a window shade to keep out the sun

Like glue once stuck stay stuck or get ripped part

Take back the broken pieces of our love

I shouldn’t have let you get too close to me

But maybe I’m better off without you